confused but not dazed and so many things..

it's been a while since my last post.. am so sorry.. smart bro wasn't as reliable as much as i hoped for.. but eniweiz a lot of things happenned since my last entry.. you can read that i was melodramatic the last time..

but before that, me and my friends watched beyonce at the fort.. the ticket was a complimentary from my good friend from high school christine.. and no, we were not at the general admission! social! haha.. beyonce was such a phenomena! she delivered and went beyond everybody's expectation.. sad because we were unable to catch the first few songs that she sang because we're late.. there was a heavy traffic around the fort.. finding a parking spot was such a challenge.. and running to the entrance was exhausting.. but it was all worth it.. i love her! she's not only a singer but a total performer..

after the concert, we went to eat at kfc buendia cor. pasong tamo at the caltex station.. we we're still in a hyper mood because we're still reminiscing how great beyonce is.. but we received a terrible news.. my friend, kate, the twin sister of christine, wasn't able to passed the board exam to be an engineer.. she said there were 4000+ who took the exam and only 1247 passed.. she was devastated.. she was sobbing and wasn't able to eat her food..

but the roller coaster ride of that night didn't end there, because as tita connie, mom of christine and kate, was about to eat her spaghetti, we were shocked to find a big dead cockroach!!! yuuuck! i suddenly lost my appetite.. we did what a frustrated and angry customer would do.. we made a scene in that store! asking for an apology, a refund for everything that we bought and an incident report.. the manager was startled.. he didn't know what to do.. they gave us everything we demanded for except for the incident report.. we actually took pictures of the spaghetti with the cockroach.. it was on christine's cell.. as soon as i get the copy of it.. i will devote a new post everyhting about our kfc experince..

but back to me dreading november 10...

yes.. it did happen. he got married.. i was even the emcee of their wedding's reception.. i think i did good.. i was able to come through it without any tear falling down on my cheeks.. it was so surreal, like i was having an outer body experience.. i can't believe that it was actually happenning.. that i am keeping a smiling face all throughout the wedding, the reception and the party in their house.. he was every bit of what a groom should be.. as much as i want to, i can't be his bride.. maybe in another lifetime.. haha.. but really, i'm happy for them.. bitter but still living.. soon, i can get over him like i got over to the many of them before..

am not hurting severely anymore.. maybe because flirting helps the heart heals.. you may disagree with me but it keeps me busy and it also give a smile to my face.. it's my way of diverting my attention from one love to another prospect.. haha.. but i'm not on a mission.. i just flirt a lot.. but at the end of the day, it's still him, my "somebody"..

and lastly, i can look forward to the end of the month.. bum no more! i'm a part of peoplesupport now.. and my wallet which has been in a drought for so long will be able to taste thousands again!.. haha.. at last i can pay my credit card bills.. and not only that, i'll be getting my backpay from ibm daksh!! am so rich this end of november!!! haha..

so many things.. so lot to say.. am so confused..