loving shower

my good good everfriend from highschool, kate, is going to get married at september 10 with her college boyfriend, bj. and i'm truly happy for her coz she goddamn deserves it. and to be happy and to be with a person whom she loves and who loves her more. i also am so grateful that tinie (also a certified everfriend) and i will be their veil minister. that means, i have to look extra gorgeous coz i would have several pictures and i'd be in the video too. vanity strikes.

it was yesterday that kate, bj and some friends arranged a dinner. but since i came home at around 4pm. i wasn't able to attend. actually i lied to them kasi sabi ko, galing ako work, pro galing talaga ko sa trinoma to meet my old friends from IBM (read my previous post) mismanagement of time kung bakit di ako nakapunta and besides, akala ko eh may resistensiya ako ni varga who can do anything!. char!.

i woke up at 10pm na. i checked my cell and i missed lots of call from them. coz they're already in the surprise shower party of kate which was planned and organized by her twin sis, also a good friend, kris. i called back right away to ask kung hanggang anong oras sila dun para kung pwede pa ko sumunod. and they said that they'll be there until kinabukasan. so fasteret ako sa pagligo at pag-ayos para maka-tumbling ako dun kasi kris said that there'll be a male stripper!. ahihi.. it was in bsa mansion pala near greenbelt.

i was able to get there in the nick of time kasi maya2 eh lumabas na yung stripper and oh my f*cking ass he looks like my old flame from high school ping!.. so eerie.. pro alexis (the name? of the stripper) is older and much heavier. in fernez, talaga.. ka-fez xa ng ultimate love kong si ping!. so prang may pantasya factor i2.. ahihi.. kris said that alexis is working at adonis which is a gay bar i guess, i don't know i'm not familiar!. char!. he went all the way.. making some of us feel and touched 'it'.. and i was one of them. eh hindi ko naman gusto talaga!. char!. sa sobrang hindi ko gusto eh i can't even remember na if the guy was wearing shoes when he was 'dancing' coz you know that my eyes were glued somewhere else examining his anatomy!. haha..

alexis did his job. mara, wanted to have some pictures taken with him fully clothed. and so we did. kaloka talaga kasi not only that he looks like ping pero he sounds also like him nung nagsalita!. no, but we know hindi siya si ping. siguro pwede na siya for me!. ahaha.. char!. and then he left na. sana pala hinatid ko siya pababa at dun kami sa fire exit dumaan!. char!.

after the 'educational' show, may games din. like palakihan sa paggawa ng condom balloon. after which, may konting inumang naganap pero hindi ako masyado uminom since i didn't have a decent sleep. eventhough wala pa akong kain pagkagising ko, parang nabusog ako ng todo sa mga naganap na eksena.. laudable si alexis.. hehe..

i didn't plan it but i also wasn't able to help but cry a little. i cried because i am genuinely happy for kate. i even requested for celine dion's because you loved me para may moment talaga. yung song na kasi yun eh para tlaga sa mga everfriends ko. so sakto ung lyrics lalo na ung chorus.. haaay.

we went home at around 6am na but i needed money muna so pumunta muna kami ni tinie sa mcdo pra mag take-out ng hot choco at para maghanap ng chinabank atm sa greenbelt. at aun. after a very long, tiring, fun-filled day, i was able to have a nice sleep which i badly need.

whoring with IBMers

it's been a year since my friends from IBM and i had a get together. and so yesterday, august 30, four of my good and wacky friends decided to watch a movie. and it was the movie of star cinema i guess which i didn't have an idea who are the lead stars! char!.. trinoma ang meeting place. and my gosh, effort magpunta dun ah. i rarely take mrt and lrt.. cgro wla pang 5 times combined na un!.. coz i just don't like the experience of what you had to put up para makapunta ka lang sa pupuntahan mo. it's like you should've had a decent meal, took your daily vitamins and you have a bag that can truly safeguard your stuff bago ka mag-mrt dahil challenge talaga siya teh!..

i was out from work at 10 am and since sabi nila vhanny, jownie at pam eh 11 am, eh di tumbling agad ako sa mrt. which explained kung bakit ko in-air ang hinanakit ko kapag sasakay ka ng mrt.

no choice kasi it's far from makati and i needed to be there quick. since it was morning, the train wasn't as jampacked as i dreaded but i was unfortunately seated next to an ugly perv. kadiri at kairita talaga. if he was good looking then i could've given it a thought of me flirting back. but he's so not!..

and what do you know, i made it in one piece!.. the meeting place was starbucks at the top floor sa outside garden churva. i was on time as usual. at ang mga puta wala pa rin!. c vhanny sa qc manggagaling, c jownie sa santolan lng, c pam at abby sa rob gale nman. at ako pa rin ang nauna. i wanted to smoke some cig while waiting for them so tiniis ko ang init kahit asa ilalim ako ng shade ng trademark ng green big bang na payong ng starby.. anong petsa na?.. dumating sila ng 12 na. tanghaling tapat, mainit, wala pa kong tulog, pinagpapawisan at hulas na ng make up ko so natural lang na medyo uminit ang ulo ko kasi kahit lahat kami eh nagtatrabaho sa call centers, local time naman ung 11 o'clock na pinag-usapan!

mega take out na lang kami ng food since late sila at mag-uumpisa na ang movie. eh d un na, wala lang.. more more drama ang mga eksena sa movie. at sigurado nainis ung mga malapit na naka-upo sa amin kasi puro kami comment!.. haha.. but the movie was good.. char! i didn't like it. i thought kasi that it would be a romantic comedy.. i wasn't informed that dramarama sa hapon pala ang effect!

after the movie, we toured the mall. me being a frequent greenbelt/glorietta shopper (window shopper kung minsan) is not familiar wth trinoma. and trinoma is not familiar with me as well! char!.. we were cam whoring the whole tme! we didn't give an ounce of care if people were looking at us wannabe models. we're friends and we missed each other ng sobra! i bet you had a sort of similar moments with your own friends din.. and i know i'm right!

4 celebration in 9 days..

late posting. the first 2 weeks of this month was full of events that i have attended. which only means, gathering with loved ones where food and alcohol was served. aside from good memories, calories were surely gained!

august 2 was the day when my nephew, mathew eron, was baptized to enter the catholic world. my pretty sister, ate erika, the courageous single mom of mathew made the celebration happen by herself and with our help as well. no monetary assistance was given by the d*ckhead (mathew's father). she has every reason to be sad and bitter about her marriage to her estranged husband who's not worthy to be posted here in my site. but the day should be for my nephew who we fondly call matteo. and he was so adorable and cute! he will have the guidance of his 14 ninongs and 14 ninangs. and that's a lot. which is rightful coz the kid is such an angel.

august 4 was the 51st birthday of my father, ernesto. i actually had to work on that day but good thing that my supervisor allowed me not to go to work on that day because it's my dad's bday nga. and my father was so appreciative that all of us were there. and since he likes music and a good singer too, we were having videoke until the wee hours.

august 9 was the reunion drama of me and my college best buds. again, on that night i had to go to work. but since my supervisor was on leave and enjoying her vacay in palawan, i dared to go to our reunion at mall of asia even if it means that i'd have a verbal warning for my poor attendance. well, it was fun. i was 7 hours late!. haha. the mini-reunion happened because one of my good friends was back here in town. it's mama jacq from qatar with money and love!. since it's been 2 years when we were freed by lyceum, it was sort of right time to have a get together. and many came. it was fun seeing familiar faces. some changed for the better, some still looked the same and some was unnoticeable. mean! haha. but since i was so late, i missed the dinner treat of mama jacq at la mesa grill. i came when they were at padi's point na. which by the way was such a challenge to find coz that was only my 2nd time at moa. pictures everywhere! am a camwhore that's given but my friends are also like me so you can just imagine the camera flashes which are so many. we parted at around 6am and after that i went to the office so i wouldn't be tagged as absent, just a halfday!.

august 11 was my ate erika's 27th birthday. we're rich that's why we made it a separate occasion from her son's christening and from our dad's birthday! hehe. it was my rest day that's why i woke up late. and because of that i only had spaghetti then beer na agad. which was overflowing. we tried to consume it all (sayang kasi) but we're so intoxicated na that i cna barely take another sip. and that's not a pretty sight. when that happens, i automatically shy away from camera! haha.

just us..

am i being selfish if i want to spend time with my friends?

there are times that should be exclusive for get-together of friends only. isn't it?

no hassles. no chaperones. no boyfriends/girlfriends.

simply put.. no division of attention. just us having a great time.

bitter?? i think not.

tell me.. if you haven't have seen your friends for quite a while and it's almost impossible for your schedules to mesh to squeeze one soiree..

am i not allowed to demand an "exclusive get-together"?..

15-minute of sleep

happy new year!!!

december 31, i have a shift till 4.30 in the afternoon.. excited to come home so that i could help in preparing for media noche.. i was lying in my bed trying to get some sleep so that i'd be an energizer bunny all throughout the night when 2 of my cousins show up in the door of my room.. they were there asking for forgiveness for the stupidity that the group has done to me.. i'm not singling out a person because they were a lot of them who's to blame really for what happenned.. i said my piece and pointed out that i was hurt by them.. they said theirs but it wasn't justifiable.. they called "back-ups" to convince me to join the group's new year's eve party.. they seem to be sincere.. if you look at it, it was just a misunderstanding and i would be over reacting if woudn't forgive them and not show up in the party.. and besides it's a new year's eve party! i couldn't stand to not be with them knowing that there is an occasion.. alas, group hug happenned.. i forgave them but i said that i won't expect much from them after that conflict.. they got my point.. which they can't quite question as of the moment..

i went downstairs and spent some quality time with my family.. and my family is complete in attendance! hehe.. we're taking pictures and eating the dishes that my mom and my sis prepared for us.. but this year seems to be different maybe because we didn't use a single firecracker.. and it was for a good reason because my two niece were unfortunately not feeling well at that time and my eldest sister is pregnant.. so gunpowder smoke would be lot annoying and harmful to them.. plus the fact that we're on a budget! haha.. we just blasted our stereos off, clinked the caseroles, blew the trumpets and blew the horn of our car.. 12midnight the surrounding skyline was lighted by different fireworks.. courtesy of the unknown within the vicinity.. free fireworks show!! hehe..

i then went out and joined my friends.. still bitter but okay.. hehe.. red horse is unstoppable.. and it was pouring all night.. i was happy not only because i'm friends with them again but because of my "somebody from november 10" wss also there.. with his wife.. ouch!.. but whaddaheck.. am okay but still bitter!.. ahaha.. we were singing, dancing and just plain making a fool out of ourselves while getting intoxicated.. screaming happy new year and giving each other a beso.. my voice was rambling.. still i was able to consume (unconsciously) a pack of marlboro menthol in about 2 hours or so.. and taking care of myself is one thing that i want to do this year.. but i'm such a big phelon.. breaking that ode in the first few hours of 2008!.. haha..

but what ticked me off that night was globe.. fucking shit!.. there's no unlitxt!.. and sulitxt is not dependable!.. good thing i have sufficient buffer in my credit.. so i was able to text those who sent me their greetings.. no text no greeting.. haha..

i was drinking all night yet i was not drunk but then i had to go home for i need to go to work on 7:30am.. haha.. good luck!.. i entitled this entry as 15-minute of sleep because yes you guessed it right.. i had only that short of time to sleep.. which i'm convincing myself up to now is actually a power nap! ahaha.. i wasn't able to have a hot water for my bath because i would be late.. and for the nth time, i was late again!.. haha.. migraine is kicking in.. still i need to take calls.. good thing we don't have a supervisor yet and we were on priority six so there are literally no calls until the last hour of our shift.. i had several cups of coffee to keep me awake but still i was sleeping in my station.. well, but there's one thing that made me not to sleep and that is my crush!!.. ahaha.. such a flirt.. we were inches away in the pantry standing in line for the vendo machine! he smiled at me!!! ahaha.. cheese.. my co-workers and i brought some foods to share with each other.. we were like convicts in a jail! ahaha.. but the foods were delicious.. they enjoyed the sweet beans that i brought..

i forgot my cellphone at home because i was late.. i wasn't able to put it in my bag because i was in a hurry.. now i'm at home alone because my family went to fun ranch at tiendesitas and i wasn't able to come because they had no contact with me and i didn't know that we will be going out today!.. it's now 7:45pm and i just ate beef and mushroom, still deprived of sleep.. so i think i should get ready and get some deserve sleep!

what a way to start this year!!!

letting me down..

what is happening?? this is going on like a streak of bad publicities of britney.. last night, i was again disappointed, hurt, ignored and completely left out by my "friends" for a supposed to be big event for us before the year ends.. so much expectation, under delivered..

if you ask me how would i describe the friendship that i have with some of my friends right now.. i'll just say.. "they're not rexona!"..

that is a quote not meant to all of my friends because (am glad that) i still have true and good ones left. but is this a reality check??.. is it a problem of mine that i invest so much of my emotions, time and effort for the friendship that i have with my friends?.. i know, i, too, as a friend is not perfect.. but it's so hard to accept that the ones that you love would be able to forget you let alone ignore you.. it would be a new year in 2 days.. and the experience that i'm having makes me think to assess my life and contemplate who really are my true friends.. sad but true..

lost and found

i just realize that you can be friends with anybody for quite a while but then you can also be a non-existent entity to that person after a couple of years.. it's like you're a paper with gold glitters.. the glitter on it are your friends.. they keep you shiny, pretty, and provide your sense of purpose.. but after a while, the glitters will fall out because of two reasons.. either you blew the excess of it or they just didn't hold on to the glue.. maybe i'm seeing another shade of what really life is.. you can have friends.. but they can't stay with you forever.. we have our own paths to take.. our own journey.. but it just saddens me that some of the friends who i really thought would be there with me for the longest time, are simply detaching themselves from me.. i've got not one person in my mind because.. every now and then.. a friend will leave and take that piece of the puzzle of your life with them.. either you made the decision to be not friends with them anymore because of a fight that you had or they could just forget you and not to care as much as before till the time comes that they would not feel guilty losing you.. much to your dismay, the ones who leave most of the times are the ones who you want to be with forever..

where's the belt??

8 days to go till christmas.

once i was a child, and this was the season of the year which i truly look forward to come because everything seems to be just right.. like you're going ecstatic for simple and little things.. like going to church to attend a mass with my family and going shopping to buy new clothes for christmas and new year.. the fun that me and my friends had when were doing caroling.. mka-dos lang sa isang bahay tuwang tuwa na kmi.. eating puto bumbong after simbang gabi.. and of course the aguinaldo na bigay ng mga ninong at ninang ko at kung sinuswerte may pakimkim din galing sa mga kamag-anak at kapit bahay nmin.. and sometimes dahil sa sobrang katakawan eh naiimpacho pa dahil ang daming handa.. christmas truly is for children.. but in the eyes of a grown up, christmas truly is an expensive season.. i'm all grown up now.. i still go to church with my family but i do the shopping myself.. i was asked to buy my own outfit and also my mom's and my eldest sis'.. i can't go to every house in our barangay for 9 nights singing my lungs out and be content kung bigyan man nila ako ng 10 piso.. but i think me and my friends can do caroling on the 24th.. haha.. tamang kikil.. but puto bumbong is still good and now i appreciate eating bibingka.. and the thing that i'll appreciate more is if my ninong and ninang will still give me my aguinaldo! as if! but this thing is confirmed, i will be the one giving such para sa mga inaanak ko.. haha.. i know that delectable foods will still be there but i also know that beer will be overflowing! this time, less food.. go for beer!! because i can't drink that back when i was 7.. it's justified.. christmas season is not even a month long.. but with so many expenses i need to be in a survivor mode..

sturgeon.. fremocryb.. bee..

Leslie Gutierrez

• a very good friend from high school.. we actually call each other partner..


• a pretty face (that's for sure) and a good singer and dancer as well (?).. ahaha sucking up for another western union transaction..

• d 1st person i run to if have problems mostly about heart issues.. cheesy man pro she's the friend who can really listen and understand u.. and most of the time that's just what i need..


• my best ever movie buddy!!! can't forget when we watched "a walk to remember".. we're like crybabies.. haha..

• sadly i can't see her as often as i want because she now lives with her family at canada..


• am so missing u na partner!!!! uwi ka na..


• and today is her 22nd bday!!! happy bday. u know that i won't forget right.. mmwaaahh.. luv u!!..

confused but not dazed and so many things..

it's been a while since my last post.. am so sorry.. smart bro wasn't as reliable as much as i hoped for.. but eniweiz a lot of things happenned since my last entry.. you can read that i was melodramatic the last time..

but before that, me and my friends watched beyonce at the fort.. the ticket was a complimentary from my good friend from high school christine.. and no, we were not at the general admission! social! haha.. beyonce was such a phenomena! she delivered and went beyond everybody's expectation.. sad because we were unable to catch the first few songs that she sang because we're late.. there was a heavy traffic around the fort.. finding a parking spot was such a challenge.. and running to the entrance was exhausting.. but it was all worth it.. i love her! she's not only a singer but a total performer..

after the concert, we went to eat at kfc buendia cor. pasong tamo at the caltex station.. we we're still in a hyper mood because we're still reminiscing how great beyonce is.. but we received a terrible news.. my friend, kate, the twin sister of christine, wasn't able to passed the board exam to be an engineer.. she said there were 4000+ who took the exam and only 1247 passed.. she was devastated.. she was sobbing and wasn't able to eat her food..

but the roller coaster ride of that night didn't end there, because as tita connie, mom of christine and kate, was about to eat her spaghetti, we were shocked to find a big dead cockroach!!! yuuuck! i suddenly lost my appetite.. we did what a frustrated and angry customer would do.. we made a scene in that store! asking for an apology, a refund for everything that we bought and an incident report.. the manager was startled.. he didn't know what to do.. they gave us everything we demanded for except for the incident report.. we actually took pictures of the spaghetti with the cockroach.. it was on christine's cell.. as soon as i get the copy of it.. i will devote a new post everyhting about our kfc experince..

but back to me dreading november 10...

yes.. it did happen. he got married.. i was even the emcee of their wedding's reception.. i think i did good.. i was able to come through it without any tear falling down on my cheeks.. it was so surreal, like i was having an outer body experience.. i can't believe that it was actually happenning.. that i am keeping a smiling face all throughout the wedding, the reception and the party in their house.. he was every bit of what a groom should be.. as much as i want to, i can't be his bride.. maybe in another lifetime.. haha.. but really, i'm happy for them.. bitter but still living.. soon, i can get over him like i got over to the many of them before..

am not hurting severely anymore.. maybe because flirting helps the heart heals.. you may disagree with me but it keeps me busy and it also give a smile to my face.. it's my way of diverting my attention from one love to another prospect.. haha.. but i'm not on a mission.. i just flirt a lot.. but at the end of the day, it's still him, my "somebody"..

and lastly, i can look forward to the end of the month.. bum no more! i'm a part of peoplesupport now.. and my wallet which has been in a drought for so long will be able to taste thousands again!.. haha.. at last i can pay my credit card bills.. and not only that, i'll be getting my backpay from ibm daksh!! am so rich this end of november!!! haha..

so many things.. so lot to say.. am so confused..

Me Likey

i didn't go anywhere! it's just that i am "busy" making tambay. and also rekindling the friendship i have with my old friends here na hindi ko nakikita nung nagtatrabaho pa ko. i have just completed my clearance from ibm and i can actually look for a job now without any hassle. but as usual.. tinatamad ako.

the past couple of days was very intoxicating! and it's because there's like an occasion every other day. kung sino sino ang nagbi-birthday. and you know that together with the happennings is the usual inuman session ng barkada. of course sa mga inuman, present ang mga boylets..

so basically, the reason why i haven't written some posts here is because of the guys who give me another reason to find a dayshift job. because if i'll work at night again, then it would be next to impossible to make tambay and make landi na rin with them.. haha..

Goboy! Go Girl!!!

Laze Anne Goboy

• a good friend from college, we fondly call her lilibeth! haha..
• a cheerleader and a singer who loves to "party"!
• currently working at call churva and all at alabang. miss you gurl..

-- TODAY IS HER BIRTHDAY! you're getting older bitch! luv yah! mwah..

Everfriends: Weekend in Sta. Ana

rhon.leslie.kris.kate.grace.elen.mhara.rosanne.tinie.ynah.joeben.

if i remember it correctly it was november of 2006 that we, my gorgeous friends from high school have had a get-together. it's an over due but the fun that we had made up for the time bided. unfortunately, we're not really complete. tinie missed it because she's still at pgh being a fun nurse. and also ynah and leslie because they're in usa and canada respectively. though, we had a voice confe and webcam thingy thru ym.. well, you know that it would take some effort and a whole lot of credits on your cellphone to set up a get together. it's not a different scenario in my case. i played the part of being the "organizer" of this soiree. clearly, it's one of my major "duties" belonging in this great circle. it's a hurdle deciding where would the reunion take place. i volunteered our house. bad idea! i was sweating my ass off to have things in order because as a host you naturally want your guests to be comfortable but also i do not want to miss out a single line of our crazy conversation. you see i have some semi-oc disorder. hehe.. the effect was bring-your-own-food-so-that-we-can-eat-because-it's-not-somebody-else's-birthday.. and it worked! haha.. i can go on talking about how much fun we had. i just love this guys. but the bottom line is, it's nice to spend some time with the people who you know will always be there for you. simply said.

those are the some of the pics we took.. unfortunately, our stint as cam whores didn't last that long because i was so stupid forgetting to charge the battery of my digicam..

ynah velasquez

Ynah Velasquez

• one of my everfriends since high school..


• have a knack in fashion, great dancer but a better singer.. was the vocalist of a band called tristeza


• currently whoring at duarte, california, usa..

-- am so missing u frnd!!! magpa-western union ka nman d2 smin!! haha.. luvyah..

model ambition: jc gumin

JC Gumin

• a hottie metrosexual


• lives by himself in an apartment in Kamuning, QC


• a friend and was a co-worker at IBM Daksh.. he now works at call churva and all at Convergys Ortigas

-- yum! we could have something special if only..

model ambition: sam nicolas

from now on, i will post pics of my gorgeous friends who have the passion being in front of a lens cam. this is a series of my friends who are good enough to be a model.. nakanang!!


Sam Nicolas

• kambal q kc same bday kmi.. june 10 po un.
• a good friend since college.. super funny! aus kasama.. tamang trip.. game sa inuman kht may class p kmi.. hehe..
• currently working as call churva and all sa convergys makati..