pre-occupied

it's been a while since my last post. and during that period, lots of things happened that even i gets amused by it. i resigned from work. i had a boyfriend. we broke up. after 5 days, ai met this wonderful guy. who's promised to be everyhting that i have wished for. and so far, he's not letting me down. fate works mysteriously. i was kind of devastated when i broke up with rich. but then again, jay-r proved to be someone else. we clicked. both of our families know that we're together. and there's no you-and-me-against-the-world drama. also money is not an issue with my relationship with jay-r. and by that, i'm overwhelmingly happy. haha.. love it. but i have to find a job though, coz christmas is coming and my responsibilities come knocking in our door every month. so busy. so busy with my boyfriend.

4 celebration in 9 days..

late posting. the first 2 weeks of this month was full of events that i have attended. which only means, gathering with loved ones where food and alcohol was served. aside from good memories, calories were surely gained!

august 2 was the day when my nephew, mathew eron, was baptized to enter the catholic world. my pretty sister, ate erika, the courageous single mom of mathew made the celebration happen by herself and with our help as well. no monetary assistance was given by the d*ckhead (mathew's father). she has every reason to be sad and bitter about her marriage to her estranged husband who's not worthy to be posted here in my site. but the day should be for my nephew who we fondly call matteo. and he was so adorable and cute! he will have the guidance of his 14 ninongs and 14 ninangs. and that's a lot. which is rightful coz the kid is such an angel.

august 4 was the 51st birthday of my father, ernesto. i actually had to work on that day but good thing that my supervisor allowed me not to go to work on that day because it's my dad's bday nga. and my father was so appreciative that all of us were there. and since he likes music and a good singer too, we were having videoke until the wee hours.

august 9 was the reunion drama of me and my college best buds. again, on that night i had to go to work. but since my supervisor was on leave and enjoying her vacay in palawan, i dared to go to our reunion at mall of asia even if it means that i'd have a verbal warning for my poor attendance. well, it was fun. i was 7 hours late!. haha. the mini-reunion happened because one of my good friends was back here in town. it's mama jacq from qatar with money and love!. since it's been 2 years when we were freed by lyceum, it was sort of right time to have a get together. and many came. it was fun seeing familiar faces. some changed for the better, some still looked the same and some was unnoticeable. mean! haha. but since i was so late, i missed the dinner treat of mama jacq at la mesa grill. i came when they were at padi's point na. which by the way was such a challenge to find coz that was only my 2nd time at moa. pictures everywhere! am a camwhore that's given but my friends are also like me so you can just imagine the camera flashes which are so many. we parted at around 6am and after that i went to the office so i wouldn't be tagged as absent, just a halfday!.

august 11 was my ate erika's 27th birthday. we're rich that's why we made it a separate occasion from her son's christening and from our dad's birthday! hehe. it was my rest day that's why i woke up late. and because of that i only had spaghetti then beer na agad. which was overflowing. we tried to consume it all (sayang kasi) but we're so intoxicated na that i cna barely take another sip. and that's not a pretty sight. when that happens, i automatically shy away from camera! haha.

15-minute of sleep

happy new year!!!

december 31, i have a shift till 4.30 in the afternoon.. excited to come home so that i could help in preparing for media noche.. i was lying in my bed trying to get some sleep so that i'd be an energizer bunny all throughout the night when 2 of my cousins show up in the door of my room.. they were there asking for forgiveness for the stupidity that the group has done to me.. i'm not singling out a person because they were a lot of them who's to blame really for what happenned.. i said my piece and pointed out that i was hurt by them.. they said theirs but it wasn't justifiable.. they called "back-ups" to convince me to join the group's new year's eve party.. they seem to be sincere.. if you look at it, it was just a misunderstanding and i would be over reacting if woudn't forgive them and not show up in the party.. and besides it's a new year's eve party! i couldn't stand to not be with them knowing that there is an occasion.. alas, group hug happenned.. i forgave them but i said that i won't expect much from them after that conflict.. they got my point.. which they can't quite question as of the moment..

i went downstairs and spent some quality time with my family.. and my family is complete in attendance! hehe.. we're taking pictures and eating the dishes that my mom and my sis prepared for us.. but this year seems to be different maybe because we didn't use a single firecracker.. and it was for a good reason because my two niece were unfortunately not feeling well at that time and my eldest sister is pregnant.. so gunpowder smoke would be lot annoying and harmful to them.. plus the fact that we're on a budget! haha.. we just blasted our stereos off, clinked the caseroles, blew the trumpets and blew the horn of our car.. 12midnight the surrounding skyline was lighted by different fireworks.. courtesy of the unknown within the vicinity.. free fireworks show!! hehe..

i then went out and joined my friends.. still bitter but okay.. hehe.. red horse is unstoppable.. and it was pouring all night.. i was happy not only because i'm friends with them again but because of my "somebody from november 10" wss also there.. with his wife.. ouch!.. but whaddaheck.. am okay but still bitter!.. ahaha.. we were singing, dancing and just plain making a fool out of ourselves while getting intoxicated.. screaming happy new year and giving each other a beso.. my voice was rambling.. still i was able to consume (unconsciously) a pack of marlboro menthol in about 2 hours or so.. and taking care of myself is one thing that i want to do this year.. but i'm such a big phelon.. breaking that ode in the first few hours of 2008!.. haha..

but what ticked me off that night was globe.. fucking shit!.. there's no unlitxt!.. and sulitxt is not dependable!.. good thing i have sufficient buffer in my credit.. so i was able to text those who sent me their greetings.. no text no greeting.. haha..

i was drinking all night yet i was not drunk but then i had to go home for i need to go to work on 7:30am.. haha.. good luck!.. i entitled this entry as 15-minute of sleep because yes you guessed it right.. i had only that short of time to sleep.. which i'm convincing myself up to now is actually a power nap! ahaha.. i wasn't able to have a hot water for my bath because i would be late.. and for the nth time, i was late again!.. haha.. migraine is kicking in.. still i need to take calls.. good thing we don't have a supervisor yet and we were on priority six so there are literally no calls until the last hour of our shift.. i had several cups of coffee to keep me awake but still i was sleeping in my station.. well, but there's one thing that made me not to sleep and that is my crush!!.. ahaha.. such a flirt.. we were inches away in the pantry standing in line for the vendo machine! he smiled at me!!! ahaha.. cheese.. my co-workers and i brought some foods to share with each other.. we were like convicts in a jail! ahaha.. but the foods were delicious.. they enjoyed the sweet beans that i brought..

i forgot my cellphone at home because i was late.. i wasn't able to put it in my bag because i was in a hurry.. now i'm at home alone because my family went to fun ranch at tiendesitas and i wasn't able to come because they had no contact with me and i didn't know that we will be going out today!.. it's now 7:45pm and i just ate beef and mushroom, still deprived of sleep.. so i think i should get ready and get some deserve sleep!

what a way to start this year!!!

where's the belt??

8 days to go till christmas.

once i was a child, and this was the season of the year which i truly look forward to come because everything seems to be just right.. like you're going ecstatic for simple and little things.. like going to church to attend a mass with my family and going shopping to buy new clothes for christmas and new year.. the fun that me and my friends had when were doing caroling.. mka-dos lang sa isang bahay tuwang tuwa na kmi.. eating puto bumbong after simbang gabi.. and of course the aguinaldo na bigay ng mga ninong at ninang ko at kung sinuswerte may pakimkim din galing sa mga kamag-anak at kapit bahay nmin.. and sometimes dahil sa sobrang katakawan eh naiimpacho pa dahil ang daming handa.. christmas truly is for children.. but in the eyes of a grown up, christmas truly is an expensive season.. i'm all grown up now.. i still go to church with my family but i do the shopping myself.. i was asked to buy my own outfit and also my mom's and my eldest sis'.. i can't go to every house in our barangay for 9 nights singing my lungs out and be content kung bigyan man nila ako ng 10 piso.. but i think me and my friends can do caroling on the 24th.. haha.. tamang kikil.. but puto bumbong is still good and now i appreciate eating bibingka.. and the thing that i'll appreciate more is if my ninong and ninang will still give me my aguinaldo! as if! but this thing is confirmed, i will be the one giving such para sa mga inaanak ko.. haha.. i know that delectable foods will still be there but i also know that beer will be overflowing! this time, less food.. go for beer!! because i can't drink that back when i was 7.. it's justified.. christmas season is not even a month long.. but with so many expenses i need to be in a survivor mode..

confused but not dazed and so many things..

it's been a while since my last post.. am so sorry.. smart bro wasn't as reliable as much as i hoped for.. but eniweiz a lot of things happenned since my last entry.. you can read that i was melodramatic the last time..

but before that, me and my friends watched beyonce at the fort.. the ticket was a complimentary from my good friend from high school christine.. and no, we were not at the general admission! social! haha.. beyonce was such a phenomena! she delivered and went beyond everybody's expectation.. sad because we were unable to catch the first few songs that she sang because we're late.. there was a heavy traffic around the fort.. finding a parking spot was such a challenge.. and running to the entrance was exhausting.. but it was all worth it.. i love her! she's not only a singer but a total performer..

after the concert, we went to eat at kfc buendia cor. pasong tamo at the caltex station.. we we're still in a hyper mood because we're still reminiscing how great beyonce is.. but we received a terrible news.. my friend, kate, the twin sister of christine, wasn't able to passed the board exam to be an engineer.. she said there were 4000+ who took the exam and only 1247 passed.. she was devastated.. she was sobbing and wasn't able to eat her food..

but the roller coaster ride of that night didn't end there, because as tita connie, mom of christine and kate, was about to eat her spaghetti, we were shocked to find a big dead cockroach!!! yuuuck! i suddenly lost my appetite.. we did what a frustrated and angry customer would do.. we made a scene in that store! asking for an apology, a refund for everything that we bought and an incident report.. the manager was startled.. he didn't know what to do.. they gave us everything we demanded for except for the incident report.. we actually took pictures of the spaghetti with the cockroach.. it was on christine's cell.. as soon as i get the copy of it.. i will devote a new post everyhting about our kfc experince..

but back to me dreading november 10...

yes.. it did happen. he got married.. i was even the emcee of their wedding's reception.. i think i did good.. i was able to come through it without any tear falling down on my cheeks.. it was so surreal, like i was having an outer body experience.. i can't believe that it was actually happenning.. that i am keeping a smiling face all throughout the wedding, the reception and the party in their house.. he was every bit of what a groom should be.. as much as i want to, i can't be his bride.. maybe in another lifetime.. haha.. but really, i'm happy for them.. bitter but still living.. soon, i can get over him like i got over to the many of them before..

am not hurting severely anymore.. maybe because flirting helps the heart heals.. you may disagree with me but it keeps me busy and it also give a smile to my face.. it's my way of diverting my attention from one love to another prospect.. haha.. but i'm not on a mission.. i just flirt a lot.. but at the end of the day, it's still him, my "somebody"..

and lastly, i can look forward to the end of the month.. bum no more! i'm a part of peoplesupport now.. and my wallet which has been in a drought for so long will be able to taste thousands again!.. haha.. at last i can pay my credit card bills.. and not only that, i'll be getting my backpay from ibm daksh!! am so rich this end of november!!! haha..

so many things.. so lot to say.. am so confused..

my golden mom...

tomorrow, october 20, would be my mom's 50th birthday. one of the many things i'm proud of is she doesn't loook her age! she's so pretty and still is sexy. i even thank her for passing her bootylicious genes to me.. hehe.. i have so many plans. i want her to have everything and more that she can possibly think of. i want to put up a great party for her, have some fireworks which we did when my father turned 50 last august 4.

though we do not always go hand in hand, like any other relationships, ours is not perfect. we do have miscommunications, gaps and petty fights. but that really does not undermine how much i love my mom. am sorry for all of the things i said and did that hurt you. i may not be the perfect son that you may have pictured back when i was still in your womb. but you made me feel that i'm your son, i'm special, i'm loved and i have your trust and belief. you believe in me more than i believe in myself. thank you for everything. i love you and happy birthday.

ang pangarap kong jackpot

i'vee been bugging my mom since last week to cook my fave dish pochero and also have boiled peanuts.. mega request pa q eh ngaun wla nman aq nbbgay sknya na pera since nag resign na nga aq sa work ko.. pero ngayong araw na ito natupad ang pinakimimithi ko.. sakto ang mga pagkain na ganitong panahon na umuulan.. mababaw pro..

THANKS MOM! D BEST KA TALAGA!

DRUNK BLOGGING.. hik.

it's my ate erika's 26th bday.. and u guessed it right (well i gave it anyways) am so drunk right now.. haha.. well there's no crime doing this as supposed to drunk driving which i can have my driver's license confiscated by stupid and kotong-money-driven traffic enforcers..

actually this day was tiring.. i got up at 11.30am because am still up the night before that until 3.30am because am watching tennis at star sports.. damn, i'm beginning to have a crush with roger federer.. mainly because of the scene-stealing bulge in his shorts! haha.. anyways, my sis (ate erika) is the one who woke me up.. saying that i should take a bath and prepare by 12.30 because we're going to her ex coworker's child bday party at frontera big red barn.. and i was so upset because naturally, if i will go out of our house it will take me 3 hours to prepare.. an hour to take a bath another to air dry myself and prepare the clothes which i will wear and the last hour is dedicated for me to fix my hair and do my make-up.. haha.. so gay. anyways, i have to do all of that in just an hour! damn. that's one thing that can make me so pissed. well anyways, i managed to do that but am not really satisfied.. u can tell. i was their driver. my ate erika, my ate elza and her children cozet and abegeee are also on board. we got to our destination. the party was grand. to start off the place was amazing.. it was intended as a venue for kid's bday parties. almost all of the hierarchy of italiannis restaurant were there. both of my sisters used to work there. actually my ate erika was a pioneer key employee at the restaurant's 1st branch which was at greenbelt 2. i even saw the owner of the restaurant. i know from my sister that the owner of italiannis is also the owner of outback, t.g.i.f and fish co. restaurants here.. big time! but he doesn't look like it.. haha..

by 4.0pm we went home na, since my ate will still need to prepare for her own bday celebration. we got home safely! and that's a big thing because my mom have all of this negative aura when it comes to me driving the car. ha! anyways, the food were prepared and we also bought buffalo wings and calamari at a nearby shakey's branch. and also the mouth-watering bbq and chicharon bulaklak sa ihaw-ihaw na super usok. haha..

7pm na.. inuman na 2!!! i don't know but whenever there is an inuman session.. a guy would flirt with me under the radar of others. you can call me ilusyonada but that what i think and feel.. my ate erika is now a manager at pasta works which you can visit at 3rd floor 1st tower rcbc bldg! naks.. super promote! and one of her subordinate who is kind of cute and yummy is flirting with me.. of course i knew how to respond.. i flirt back discreetly. artei! we even held hands under the table! haha.. but he went home by 12.30am since his friend/co-worker needs to get his ass inside their house by 1.0am or else his mom would kill him.. kill-joy amputa. the guy gave me a megawatt smile as he bid his goodbye and promised that he will come back to do the same and more! shit! sumasakit ang puson ko.. haha..

1.0am.. the beer reserve soldiers came..and one of them was the guy who was so keen during our last inuman session to be with me.. damn.. if things go like this, then i can drink beer everyday so that there will be no scarcity of boys because they're such a flirt! haha..

the coffee is not doing its magic.. am still heavy-eyed.. worse part is i feel like i will hurl.. haayy.. drinking to have boys.. gdnyt y'all..

my ever so kulit na pamangkin: cozet

am just checking my blogsite when my ever so kulit na pamangkin na si hermione cozet eh umaali-aligid sakin d2 sa computer sa kwarto.. we call her tetet.. actually, sa ngaun i have nothing to post really. but as for my love para sa pamangkin q, i thought that siya ang maging subject q ngaun.. hehe.. exploited niece?! haha.. actually my niece just came back from saigon, vietnam together with my mama and ate erika q to visit my papa who's working as gen. manager at cricket lighter (a factor why am a smoker now! haha).. me, my sis ate elza (who's the mother of cozet) and my isa pang pamangkin c abegee ang naiwan lng d2 sa haws.. cozet just turned 3 years old last may 6 pro nauna p cia mklabas ng bansa kesa sakin!! waaahhh.. so pathetic.. haha.. here are some of the pics of my so adorable and makulit na pamangkin..

cute eh?! surely..

am scared of my niece..

...that's because she have sore eyes! at hnd lang cia ang meron d2 smin ha!! 2pinsan q pa pati tito q.. haayy.. katakot and nkakaawa.. my niece, ernst rhose guinevere, is turning two year old this september. despite of her muta-mutang mata she's still cute and adorable.. takot lng akong lumapit sa kanya bka mahawa. if you think about it, it's so unlikely that a person will get this sickness during typhoon season!.. but the blame should not be upon her kasi hnd nman cia nagsimula.. mas nauna magkaroon ung mga kapit-bahay namin.. so sila ang nagdala ng epidemya!! sila ang dapat sisihin!! sila ang salot!! tambangan natin at itumba sila!! haha..