15-minute of sleep

happy new year!!!

december 31, i have a shift till 4.30 in the afternoon.. excited to come home so that i could help in preparing for media noche.. i was lying in my bed trying to get some sleep so that i'd be an energizer bunny all throughout the night when 2 of my cousins show up in the door of my room.. they were there asking for forgiveness for the stupidity that the group has done to me.. i'm not singling out a person because they were a lot of them who's to blame really for what happenned.. i said my piece and pointed out that i was hurt by them.. they said theirs but it wasn't justifiable.. they called "back-ups" to convince me to join the group's new year's eve party.. they seem to be sincere.. if you look at it, it was just a misunderstanding and i would be over reacting if woudn't forgive them and not show up in the party.. and besides it's a new year's eve party! i couldn't stand to not be with them knowing that there is an occasion.. alas, group hug happenned.. i forgave them but i said that i won't expect much from them after that conflict.. they got my point.. which they can't quite question as of the moment..

i went downstairs and spent some quality time with my family.. and my family is complete in attendance! hehe.. we're taking pictures and eating the dishes that my mom and my sis prepared for us.. but this year seems to be different maybe because we didn't use a single firecracker.. and it was for a good reason because my two niece were unfortunately not feeling well at that time and my eldest sister is pregnant.. so gunpowder smoke would be lot annoying and harmful to them.. plus the fact that we're on a budget! haha.. we just blasted our stereos off, clinked the caseroles, blew the trumpets and blew the horn of our car.. 12midnight the surrounding skyline was lighted by different fireworks.. courtesy of the unknown within the vicinity.. free fireworks show!! hehe..

i then went out and joined my friends.. still bitter but okay.. hehe.. red horse is unstoppable.. and it was pouring all night.. i was happy not only because i'm friends with them again but because of my "somebody from november 10" wss also there.. with his wife.. ouch!.. but whaddaheck.. am okay but still bitter!.. ahaha.. we were singing, dancing and just plain making a fool out of ourselves while getting intoxicated.. screaming happy new year and giving each other a beso.. my voice was rambling.. still i was able to consume (unconsciously) a pack of marlboro menthol in about 2 hours or so.. and taking care of myself is one thing that i want to do this year.. but i'm such a big phelon.. breaking that ode in the first few hours of 2008!.. haha..

but what ticked me off that night was globe.. fucking shit!.. there's no unlitxt!.. and sulitxt is not dependable!.. good thing i have sufficient buffer in my credit.. so i was able to text those who sent me their greetings.. no text no greeting.. haha..

i was drinking all night yet i was not drunk but then i had to go home for i need to go to work on 7:30am.. haha.. good luck!.. i entitled this entry as 15-minute of sleep because yes you guessed it right.. i had only that short of time to sleep.. which i'm convincing myself up to now is actually a power nap! ahaha.. i wasn't able to have a hot water for my bath because i would be late.. and for the nth time, i was late again!.. haha.. migraine is kicking in.. still i need to take calls.. good thing we don't have a supervisor yet and we were on priority six so there are literally no calls until the last hour of our shift.. i had several cups of coffee to keep me awake but still i was sleeping in my station.. well, but there's one thing that made me not to sleep and that is my crush!!.. ahaha.. such a flirt.. we were inches away in the pantry standing in line for the vendo machine! he smiled at me!!! ahaha.. cheese.. my co-workers and i brought some foods to share with each other.. we were like convicts in a jail! ahaha.. but the foods were delicious.. they enjoyed the sweet beans that i brought..

i forgot my cellphone at home because i was late.. i wasn't able to put it in my bag because i was in a hurry.. now i'm at home alone because my family went to fun ranch at tiendesitas and i wasn't able to come because they had no contact with me and i didn't know that we will be going out today!.. it's now 7:45pm and i just ate beef and mushroom, still deprived of sleep.. so i think i should get ready and get some deserve sleep!

what a way to start this year!!!