2008..

happy new year guys!!! 2007 was fun but 2008 would be better!!!

letting me down..

what is happening?? this is going on like a streak of bad publicities of britney.. last night, i was again disappointed, hurt, ignored and completely left out by my "friends" for a supposed to be big event for us before the year ends.. so much expectation, under delivered..

if you ask me how would i describe the friendship that i have with some of my friends right now.. i'll just say.. "they're not rexona!"..

that is a quote not meant to all of my friends because (am glad that) i still have true and good ones left. but is this a reality check??.. is it a problem of mine that i invest so much of my emotions, time and effort for the friendship that i have with my friends?.. i know, i, too, as a friend is not perfect.. but it's so hard to accept that the ones that you love would be able to forget you let alone ignore you.. it would be a new year in 2 days.. and the experience that i'm having makes me think to assess my life and contemplate who really are my true friends.. sad but true..

becks for armani

- David Beckham... no further information needed. HOT!!!

lost and found

i just realize that you can be friends with anybody for quite a while but then you can also be a non-existent entity to that person after a couple of years.. it's like you're a paper with gold glitters.. the glitter on it are your friends.. they keep you shiny, pretty, and provide your sense of purpose.. but after a while, the glitters will fall out because of two reasons.. either you blew the excess of it or they just didn't hold on to the glue.. maybe i'm seeing another shade of what really life is.. you can have friends.. but they can't stay with you forever.. we have our own paths to take.. our own journey.. but it just saddens me that some of the friends who i really thought would be there with me for the longest time, are simply detaching themselves from me.. i've got not one person in my mind because.. every now and then.. a friend will leave and take that piece of the puzzle of your life with them.. either you made the decision to be not friends with them anymore because of a fight that you had or they could just forget you and not to care as much as before till the time comes that they would not feel guilty losing you.. much to your dismay, the ones who leave most of the times are the ones who you want to be with forever..

happy!!!

belated.. merry xmas!!! ahaha..

stripped and preggy

christina aguilera on the cover of marie claire january 2008 issue baring her belly..

-- so hot! she's not the first celleb to do this.. but whaddaheck.. i like her!

zig a zig ah!!!

i tell you what i want what i really really want.. a plane to fly us to 17 cities.. maybe that's what the spice girls asked sir richard branson for their comeback tour.. the guys a billionaire and he's the owner of spice girls record label virgin, so to complete the frenzy over the high-profile return of the much celebrated girl band, he gave them their own plane.. rightly named, spice one..

-- having a plane is s a status symbol if you're a celebrity.. guess they really have the world go after their spice..

where's the belt??

8 days to go till christmas.

once i was a child, and this was the season of the year which i truly look forward to come because everything seems to be just right.. like you're going ecstatic for simple and little things.. like going to church to attend a mass with my family and going shopping to buy new clothes for christmas and new year.. the fun that me and my friends had when were doing caroling.. mka-dos lang sa isang bahay tuwang tuwa na kmi.. eating puto bumbong after simbang gabi.. and of course the aguinaldo na bigay ng mga ninong at ninang ko at kung sinuswerte may pakimkim din galing sa mga kamag-anak at kapit bahay nmin.. and sometimes dahil sa sobrang katakawan eh naiimpacho pa dahil ang daming handa.. christmas truly is for children.. but in the eyes of a grown up, christmas truly is an expensive season.. i'm all grown up now.. i still go to church with my family but i do the shopping myself.. i was asked to buy my own outfit and also my mom's and my eldest sis'.. i can't go to every house in our barangay for 9 nights singing my lungs out and be content kung bigyan man nila ako ng 10 piso.. but i think me and my friends can do caroling on the 24th.. haha.. tamang kikil.. but puto bumbong is still good and now i appreciate eating bibingka.. and the thing that i'll appreciate more is if my ninong and ninang will still give me my aguinaldo! as if! but this thing is confirmed, i will be the one giving such para sa mga inaanak ko.. haha.. i know that delectable foods will still be there but i also know that beer will be overflowing! this time, less food.. go for beer!! because i can't drink that back when i was 7.. it's justified.. christmas season is not even a month long.. but with so many expenses i need to be in a survivor mode..

temporary black out

it's not everyday that i get to see him.. and my friends know that it's such a delight (on my part) if that happens.. and i'm suddenly on a flirt mode.. like a profile of a cellphone that i can switch on.. haha.. shallow as it seems but he made my day.. it wasn't thursday.. but i'm so maundy (mondi, mlandi).. wish i cud see him everyday, but he's also working at a call center with a graveyard shift so,.. our schedules do not really fit.. as if! haha.. but really he's such a "snack".. my own "cheesy pops".. so cheesy!..

explicit (?)

it's my 69th post!! it's not really overwhelming considering that my first entry was made back in 2005 (i rekindled my interest in blogging this year of august) but the reason that i'm posting an entry about my 69th entry here is because i adore that number! ahaha.. kink side kicking in.. but i think i can't really post explicit pics with hard-core action going on here in my blogsite.. because my site isn't all about homo-eroticism.. not that there's anything wrong with that.. i made this site which will chronicle all of my interests and happennings in my life and i'm delighted that quite a number of people appreciate it.. so for now, i'll be conservative (which i think i am in a way) with naughty pics (not mine of course! hehe)..

sturgeon.. fremocryb.. bee..

Leslie Gutierrez

• a very good friend from high school.. we actually call each other partner..


• a pretty face (that's for sure) and a good singer and dancer as well (?).. ahaha sucking up for another western union transaction..

• d 1st person i run to if have problems mostly about heart issues.. cheesy man pro she's the friend who can really listen and understand u.. and most of the time that's just what i need..


• my best ever movie buddy!!! can't forget when we watched "a walk to remember".. we're like crybabies.. haha..

• sadly i can't see her as often as i want because she now lives with her family at canada..


• am so missing u na partner!!!! uwi ka na..


• and today is her 22nd bday!!! happy bday. u know that i won't forget right.. mmwaaahh.. luv u!!..

treehouse fit for posh

that weird-looking, egg-shaped, eco-friendly(?) tree tent costs $50,000.00. and it's one of the fantasy gifts that uber high-end department store neiman marcus offer for the holidays. which basically translates to "i-want-that-for-my-children-who-should-grow-up-in-luxury-because-i'm-a-socialite-hollywood-persona". victoria beckham may have said that because she's rumored to purchased that for her 3 sons.

according to a magazine victoria was spotted buying the 9ft treetent which features a hardwood floor, a mattress that can sleep 2 adults or up to 4 children and even has adjustable planetary landing steps. but they actually forgot to mention that this also has a bowling lane, a a revolving closet and a memorabilia of spice girls flatform shoes.. $50gran for a tree tent?? social but stupid!!