lost and found

i just realize that you can be friends with anybody for quite a while but then you can also be a non-existent entity to that person after a couple of years.. it's like you're a paper with gold glitters.. the glitter on it are your friends.. they keep you shiny, pretty, and provide your sense of purpose.. but after a while, the glitters will fall out because of two reasons.. either you blew the excess of it or they just didn't hold on to the glue.. maybe i'm seeing another shade of what really life is.. you can have friends.. but they can't stay with you forever.. we have our own paths to take.. our own journey.. but it just saddens me that some of the friends who i really thought would be there with me for the longest time, are simply detaching themselves from me.. i've got not one person in my mind because.. every now and then.. a friend will leave and take that piece of the puzzle of your life with them.. either you made the decision to be not friends with them anymore because of a fight that you had or they could just forget you and not to care as much as before till the time comes that they would not feel guilty losing you.. much to your dismay, the ones who leave most of the times are the ones who you want to be with forever..