loving shower

my good good everfriend from highschool, kate, is going to get married at september 10 with her college boyfriend, bj. and i'm truly happy for her coz she goddamn deserves it. and to be happy and to be with a person whom she loves and who loves her more. i also am so grateful that tinie (also a certified everfriend) and i will be their veil minister. that means, i have to look extra gorgeous coz i would have several pictures and i'd be in the video too. vanity strikes.

it was yesterday that kate, bj and some friends arranged a dinner. but since i came home at around 4pm. i wasn't able to attend. actually i lied to them kasi sabi ko, galing ako work, pro galing talaga ko sa trinoma to meet my old friends from IBM (read my previous post) mismanagement of time kung bakit di ako nakapunta and besides, akala ko eh may resistensiya ako ni varga who can do anything!. char!.

i woke up at 10pm na. i checked my cell and i missed lots of call from them. coz they're already in the surprise shower party of kate which was planned and organized by her twin sis, also a good friend, kris. i called back right away to ask kung hanggang anong oras sila dun para kung pwede pa ko sumunod. and they said that they'll be there until kinabukasan. so fasteret ako sa pagligo at pag-ayos para maka-tumbling ako dun kasi kris said that there'll be a male stripper!. ahihi.. it was in bsa mansion pala near greenbelt.

i was able to get there in the nick of time kasi maya2 eh lumabas na yung stripper and oh my f*cking ass he looks like my old flame from high school ping!.. so eerie.. pro alexis (the name? of the stripper) is older and much heavier. in fernez, talaga.. ka-fez xa ng ultimate love kong si ping!. so prang may pantasya factor i2.. ahihi.. kris said that alexis is working at adonis which is a gay bar i guess, i don't know i'm not familiar!. char!. he went all the way.. making some of us feel and touched 'it'.. and i was one of them. eh hindi ko naman gusto talaga!. char!. sa sobrang hindi ko gusto eh i can't even remember na if the guy was wearing shoes when he was 'dancing' coz you know that my eyes were glued somewhere else examining his anatomy!. haha..

alexis did his job. mara, wanted to have some pictures taken with him fully clothed. and so we did. kaloka talaga kasi not only that he looks like ping pero he sounds also like him nung nagsalita!. no, but we know hindi siya si ping. siguro pwede na siya for me!. ahaha.. char!. and then he left na. sana pala hinatid ko siya pababa at dun kami sa fire exit dumaan!. char!.

after the 'educational' show, may games din. like palakihan sa paggawa ng condom balloon. after which, may konting inumang naganap pero hindi ako masyado uminom since i didn't have a decent sleep. eventhough wala pa akong kain pagkagising ko, parang nabusog ako ng todo sa mga naganap na eksena.. laudable si alexis.. hehe..

i didn't plan it but i also wasn't able to help but cry a little. i cried because i am genuinely happy for kate. i even requested for celine dion's because you loved me para may moment talaga. yung song na kasi yun eh para tlaga sa mga everfriends ko. so sakto ung lyrics lalo na ung chorus.. haaay.

we went home at around 6am na but i needed money muna so pumunta muna kami ni tinie sa mcdo pra mag take-out ng hot choco at para maghanap ng chinabank atm sa greenbelt. at aun. after a very long, tiring, fun-filled day, i was able to have a nice sleep which i badly need.

whoring with IBMers

it's been a year since my friends from IBM and i had a get together. and so yesterday, august 30, four of my good and wacky friends decided to watch a movie. and it was the movie of star cinema i guess which i didn't have an idea who are the lead stars! char!.. trinoma ang meeting place. and my gosh, effort magpunta dun ah. i rarely take mrt and lrt.. cgro wla pang 5 times combined na un!.. coz i just don't like the experience of what you had to put up para makapunta ka lang sa pupuntahan mo. it's like you should've had a decent meal, took your daily vitamins and you have a bag that can truly safeguard your stuff bago ka mag-mrt dahil challenge talaga siya teh!..

i was out from work at 10 am and since sabi nila vhanny, jownie at pam eh 11 am, eh di tumbling agad ako sa mrt. which explained kung bakit ko in-air ang hinanakit ko kapag sasakay ka ng mrt.

no choice kasi it's far from makati and i needed to be there quick. since it was morning, the train wasn't as jampacked as i dreaded but i was unfortunately seated next to an ugly perv. kadiri at kairita talaga. if he was good looking then i could've given it a thought of me flirting back. but he's so not!..

and what do you know, i made it in one piece!.. the meeting place was starbucks at the top floor sa outside garden churva. i was on time as usual. at ang mga puta wala pa rin!. c vhanny sa qc manggagaling, c jownie sa santolan lng, c pam at abby sa rob gale nman. at ako pa rin ang nauna. i wanted to smoke some cig while waiting for them so tiniis ko ang init kahit asa ilalim ako ng shade ng trademark ng green big bang na payong ng starby.. anong petsa na?.. dumating sila ng 12 na. tanghaling tapat, mainit, wala pa kong tulog, pinagpapawisan at hulas na ng make up ko so natural lang na medyo uminit ang ulo ko kasi kahit lahat kami eh nagtatrabaho sa call centers, local time naman ung 11 o'clock na pinag-usapan!

mega take out na lang kami ng food since late sila at mag-uumpisa na ang movie. eh d un na, wala lang.. more more drama ang mga eksena sa movie. at sigurado nainis ung mga malapit na naka-upo sa amin kasi puro kami comment!.. haha.. but the movie was good.. char! i didn't like it. i thought kasi that it would be a romantic comedy.. i wasn't informed that dramarama sa hapon pala ang effect!

after the movie, we toured the mall. me being a frequent greenbelt/glorietta shopper (window shopper kung minsan) is not familiar wth trinoma. and trinoma is not familiar with me as well! char!.. we were cam whoring the whole tme! we didn't give an ounce of care if people were looking at us wannabe models. we're friends and we missed each other ng sobra! i bet you had a sort of similar moments with your own friends din.. and i know i'm right!

less and new

it has been a month since i was assigned and trained to take a new line of business in my account.. from level 1 to level 2.. i ended my first month in the specialty queue without hitting any metrics! i really felt that i didn't deserve the promotion of sort. and i don't settle for mediocre.. i wasn't born and i didn't grow up to be fine with a performance that's not remarkable and which is under par of my standard. with focus and hard work, i was able to do better. i was able to hit some but not all. still i'm happy that i improved. which is acceptable because there's still an elbow room to do good the next time.
but things are changing. people are leaving. and adjustment is inevitable. my supervisor of 6 months made the choice to leave the company reasonably because a better opportunity awaits her. also a former mentor and team-mate resigned as well. plus, a budding friend said that she too is resigning. i know that what is happening is natural. but i still can't help but be sad about it.

it was the time of the year again for realignment. meaning, new team, new team mates. and with all of this change, i hope i can cope with it coz it has always been hard for me when the situation calls for me to adopt new environment or whatnot.

100th

and so after almost two years of blogging (or not blogging).. this post is my 100th.. and this marks another chapter in the making.. i would like to thank my dad for buying this pc that i'm using and myself for paying the bills for our broadband. darn. i'm not a great writer who does win every reader with my posts but at least i try to keep it true and make sure that every post has an authentic "rhon" in it. blogging in a way is a therapy for me coz whatever that occupies my mind as long as it is blog-potential, i blog it. i so love the idea that people all over the world can read what i have to say and some of them can relate to it.

and so, to you who's reading this, thank you.

Just Stand Up

Mariah Carey

Beyoncé

Mary J. Blige

Rihanna

Fergie

Sheryl Crow

Melissa Etheridge

Natasha Beddingfield

Miley Cyrus

Leona Lewis

Carrie Underwood

Keyshia Cole

Leann Rimes

Ashanti

Ciara

15 female singers lend their voices and pour their souls out for this one great track which is all for a good cause. And that is "Standing Up 2 Cancer". I love the idea of big artists working in one project. Moreso, I'm so loving the message.

Beyonce: The heart is stronger than you think,It’s like it can go through anything.And even when you think it can’t it finds a way to still push on, though
Carrie: Sometimes you want to run away, Ain’t got the patience for the painAnd if you don’t believe it look into, your heart the beat goes on
Rihanna: I’m tellin’ you that,
Rihanna/Miley: Things get better, Through whatever
Rihanna: If you fall, dust it off, don’t let up
Sheryl: Don’t you know you can go be your own miracle
Beyonce: You need to know
CHORUS :Sheryl: If the mind keeps thinking you’ve had enough, But the heart keeps telling you don’t give up
Sheryl/Beyonce: Who are we to be..questioning, wondering what is whatDon’t give up…THROUGH IT ALL, JUST STAND UP!
Fergie: It’s like we all have better daysProblems getting all up in your face
Leona: Just because you go through it
Fergie: Don’t mean it got to take control, no
Leona: You ain’t gotta find no hiding place
Keyshia: Because the heart can beat the hate
Leona: Don’t wanna let your mind keep playin’ you
Keyshia: And sayin’ you can’t go on
Rihanna: I’m tellin’ you that
Miley: Things get betterThrough whatever
Rihanna: If you fall
Miley: Dust if off, don’t let up
LeAnn: Don’t you know you
Natasha: Can go
LeAnn: Be your own
Natasha: Miracle
Carrie: You need to know
Ensemble: CHORUS
Mary: You don’t gotta be a prisoner in your mind
Ciara: If you fall, dust it off
Mary: You can live your life
Rihanna/Carrie: Yeah
Mary: Let your heart be your guide
Rihanna/Carrie: Yeah yeah yeah
Mariah: And you will know that you’re good if you trust in the good
Ashanti: Everything will be alright, yeahLight up the dark, if you follow your heart
Mary: And it will get better
Mariah: Through whatever
Ensemble: CHORUS
Fergie: You got it in you, find it withinYou got in now, find it within nowYou got in you, find it withinYou got in now, find it within nowYou got in you, find it withinFind it within you, find it within
Everyone: THROUGH IT ALL, JUST STAND UP!

-- ayan phillip.. sing along!..

4 celebration in 9 days..

late posting. the first 2 weeks of this month was full of events that i have attended. which only means, gathering with loved ones where food and alcohol was served. aside from good memories, calories were surely gained!

august 2 was the day when my nephew, mathew eron, was baptized to enter the catholic world. my pretty sister, ate erika, the courageous single mom of mathew made the celebration happen by herself and with our help as well. no monetary assistance was given by the d*ckhead (mathew's father). she has every reason to be sad and bitter about her marriage to her estranged husband who's not worthy to be posted here in my site. but the day should be for my nephew who we fondly call matteo. and he was so adorable and cute! he will have the guidance of his 14 ninongs and 14 ninangs. and that's a lot. which is rightful coz the kid is such an angel.

august 4 was the 51st birthday of my father, ernesto. i actually had to work on that day but good thing that my supervisor allowed me not to go to work on that day because it's my dad's bday nga. and my father was so appreciative that all of us were there. and since he likes music and a good singer too, we were having videoke until the wee hours.

august 9 was the reunion drama of me and my college best buds. again, on that night i had to go to work. but since my supervisor was on leave and enjoying her vacay in palawan, i dared to go to our reunion at mall of asia even if it means that i'd have a verbal warning for my poor attendance. well, it was fun. i was 7 hours late!. haha. the mini-reunion happened because one of my good friends was back here in town. it's mama jacq from qatar with money and love!. since it's been 2 years when we were freed by lyceum, it was sort of right time to have a get together. and many came. it was fun seeing familiar faces. some changed for the better, some still looked the same and some was unnoticeable. mean! haha. but since i was so late, i missed the dinner treat of mama jacq at la mesa grill. i came when they were at padi's point na. which by the way was such a challenge to find coz that was only my 2nd time at moa. pictures everywhere! am a camwhore that's given but my friends are also like me so you can just imagine the camera flashes which are so many. we parted at around 6am and after that i went to the office so i wouldn't be tagged as absent, just a halfday!.

august 11 was my ate erika's 27th birthday. we're rich that's why we made it a separate occasion from her son's christening and from our dad's birthday! hehe. it was my rest day that's why i woke up late. and because of that i only had spaghetti then beer na agad. which was overflowing. we tried to consume it all (sayang kasi) but we're so intoxicated na that i cna barely take another sip. and that's not a pretty sight. when that happens, i automatically shy away from camera! haha.

beckham dons emporio armani

late posting.. apparently these pics have been in the web for almost 2 months.. but i just saw them today.. where have i been?? it might not be your first time seeing this pics, but because david is scorching (as always), it deserves to be posted..

--> what did i tell you? isn't he sizzling hot?.. i wonder if the bulge was enhaced or not.. still, victoria is one lucky spice..

after midnight junk (under)delivered..

i woke up at 3am.. that is because i was up till 4pm the day before and today's my first rest day from work in which i have been sleep-deprived for the past 2 days. my work shift starts at 1 am. but enough of that.

i woke up looking for something to eat. but there's nothing in the fridge except water, juice, chocolate bars and frozen foods. i wanted some lazy food. and so i dialled for jollibee delivery. the operator to say the least was like a prosecutor who's asking a whole lot of questions than the usual.. i mean i have a record with them that i ordered over the phone before, so all he needs to ask is my name, phone number and my order. that simple. i'm hungry and the operator is incompetent. i wasn't pleased by that so i said that for someone who's working at a customer service.. he sucks!.. i disconnected the call and phoned mcdonald's. i got a better rep on the line. i ordered a 1pc chicken, large sprite, large fries and a hot fundge sundae that was promised to be delivered by 30minutes. okay. while waiting i checked my mail for new messages. i almost forgot that i'm dead-hungry and that there'd be a delivery of the food i ordered. the delivery guy of mcdo was so dumb. i gave clear and specific instructions on where to deliver but he texted my number which i gave to the operator saying that he was lost. after a couple of exchanged messages, alas, i now have my junk. it satisified my craving but the experience is a lot less thrilling. after eating, i'm at my window smoking a stick of dunhill frost and i realized that i could've cooked my own food without any hassle but i was just plain lazy.

bound to be shared.. broken.. limping.. but still beating..

i have prepared myself that i could end up growing old alone..

yes, somehow in a way i'm anticipating that would come but as hopeless romantic as i could be, i always dream that there's this one person who'll share his life with me.. who'll offer himself wholly to me and for only me.. the one who will fill the void in my life..

but i don't know.. i thought i found that person which i foolishly always think when somebody comes into my life..

for the nth time.. mistress seemed to be the role that i get and play without my knowledge.. if i'm really greedy and if i only think of myself, i could stay in whatever relationship that we have not minding his other love.. but i can't just be content with that.. i know i'm good enough for someone.. someone who'll give his full attention and affection.. who's unfortunately up to this time is still an enigma.. and besides i can't stay because i know that our relationship will lead nowhere..

if there's one good thing that came out of this.. it is myself not being so bitter..

which i was when this happened with my first love.. more so with that person who didn't even utter to me that he will soon be getting married..

can't i just find a guy who's not attached with someone else?.. because it is always in the end that i find that they're committed but sadly not with me when i have already fallen.. and i will not draw myself to self-destructure when i know that what i'm taking is a road without any directions.. worse, i know that in the end i will be left alone.. but as leona lewis sang.. it'll all get better in time..

why shia?

shia labeouf was engaged in a car accident last week and was charged with misdemeanor DUI. but was afterwards determined that the accident was not his fault. shia is filming the movie Transformers 2. and with his 2 fingers mashed, the director said that they have to go around it. he's seen in the 2nd pic, still arm-casted but got the cig lit up in his right arm. i admit that he's cute/hot but sometimes come off as douche. note the word, sometimes. coz i am turning to be one of his fans. his work in the movies are entertaining but his acts off-cam are turning to be alarming. hope he straightens up his act.. off-cam that is.

brangelina twins

the exclusive pictures are to be published by People magazine. and it was reportedly sold for $14 million. kaching!!!!!.. vievienne marcheline jolie-pitt and knox leon jolie-pitt can be considered as humanitarians like thier parents brad pitt and angelina jolie because the money paid for their pics are to be donated to organizations to help children around the world. now it can be told that brangelina are fighting poverty with the joy of having awesome children by having some great sex! now that's an unbeatable formula! don't you think?