2008..

happy new year guys!!! 2007 was fun but 2008 would be better!!!

letting me down..

what is happening?? this is going on like a streak of bad publicities of britney.. last night, i was again disappointed, hurt, ignored and completely left out by my "friends" for a supposed to be big event for us before the year ends.. so much expectation, under delivered..

if you ask me how would i describe the friendship that i have with some of my friends right now.. i'll just say.. "they're not rexona!"..

that is a quote not meant to all of my friends because (am glad that) i still have true and good ones left. but is this a reality check??.. is it a problem of mine that i invest so much of my emotions, time and effort for the friendship that i have with my friends?.. i know, i, too, as a friend is not perfect.. but it's so hard to accept that the ones that you love would be able to forget you let alone ignore you.. it would be a new year in 2 days.. and the experience that i'm having makes me think to assess my life and contemplate who really are my true friends.. sad but true..

becks for armani

- David Beckham... no further information needed. HOT!!!

lost and found

i just realize that you can be friends with anybody for quite a while but then you can also be a non-existent entity to that person after a couple of years.. it's like you're a paper with gold glitters.. the glitter on it are your friends.. they keep you shiny, pretty, and provide your sense of purpose.. but after a while, the glitters will fall out because of two reasons.. either you blew the excess of it or they just didn't hold on to the glue.. maybe i'm seeing another shade of what really life is.. you can have friends.. but they can't stay with you forever.. we have our own paths to take.. our own journey.. but it just saddens me that some of the friends who i really thought would be there with me for the longest time, are simply detaching themselves from me.. i've got not one person in my mind because.. every now and then.. a friend will leave and take that piece of the puzzle of your life with them.. either you made the decision to be not friends with them anymore because of a fight that you had or they could just forget you and not to care as much as before till the time comes that they would not feel guilty losing you.. much to your dismay, the ones who leave most of the times are the ones who you want to be with forever..

happy!!!

belated.. merry xmas!!! ahaha..

stripped and preggy

christina aguilera on the cover of marie claire january 2008 issue baring her belly..

-- so hot! she's not the first celleb to do this.. but whaddaheck.. i like her!

zig a zig ah!!!

i tell you what i want what i really really want.. a plane to fly us to 17 cities.. maybe that's what the spice girls asked sir richard branson for their comeback tour.. the guys a billionaire and he's the owner of spice girls record label virgin, so to complete the frenzy over the high-profile return of the much celebrated girl band, he gave them their own plane.. rightly named, spice one..

-- having a plane is s a status symbol if you're a celebrity.. guess they really have the world go after their spice..

where's the belt??

8 days to go till christmas.

once i was a child, and this was the season of the year which i truly look forward to come because everything seems to be just right.. like you're going ecstatic for simple and little things.. like going to church to attend a mass with my family and going shopping to buy new clothes for christmas and new year.. the fun that me and my friends had when were doing caroling.. mka-dos lang sa isang bahay tuwang tuwa na kmi.. eating puto bumbong after simbang gabi.. and of course the aguinaldo na bigay ng mga ninong at ninang ko at kung sinuswerte may pakimkim din galing sa mga kamag-anak at kapit bahay nmin.. and sometimes dahil sa sobrang katakawan eh naiimpacho pa dahil ang daming handa.. christmas truly is for children.. but in the eyes of a grown up, christmas truly is an expensive season.. i'm all grown up now.. i still go to church with my family but i do the shopping myself.. i was asked to buy my own outfit and also my mom's and my eldest sis'.. i can't go to every house in our barangay for 9 nights singing my lungs out and be content kung bigyan man nila ako ng 10 piso.. but i think me and my friends can do caroling on the 24th.. haha.. tamang kikil.. but puto bumbong is still good and now i appreciate eating bibingka.. and the thing that i'll appreciate more is if my ninong and ninang will still give me my aguinaldo! as if! but this thing is confirmed, i will be the one giving such para sa mga inaanak ko.. haha.. i know that delectable foods will still be there but i also know that beer will be overflowing! this time, less food.. go for beer!! because i can't drink that back when i was 7.. it's justified.. christmas season is not even a month long.. but with so many expenses i need to be in a survivor mode..

temporary black out

it's not everyday that i get to see him.. and my friends know that it's such a delight (on my part) if that happens.. and i'm suddenly on a flirt mode.. like a profile of a cellphone that i can switch on.. haha.. shallow as it seems but he made my day.. it wasn't thursday.. but i'm so maundy (mondi, mlandi).. wish i cud see him everyday, but he's also working at a call center with a graveyard shift so,.. our schedules do not really fit.. as if! haha.. but really he's such a "snack".. my own "cheesy pops".. so cheesy!..

explicit (?)

it's my 69th post!! it's not really overwhelming considering that my first entry was made back in 2005 (i rekindled my interest in blogging this year of august) but the reason that i'm posting an entry about my 69th entry here is because i adore that number! ahaha.. kink side kicking in.. but i think i can't really post explicit pics with hard-core action going on here in my blogsite.. because my site isn't all about homo-eroticism.. not that there's anything wrong with that.. i made this site which will chronicle all of my interests and happennings in my life and i'm delighted that quite a number of people appreciate it.. so for now, i'll be conservative (which i think i am in a way) with naughty pics (not mine of course! hehe)..

sturgeon.. fremocryb.. bee..

Leslie Gutierrez

• a very good friend from high school.. we actually call each other partner..


• a pretty face (that's for sure) and a good singer and dancer as well (?).. ahaha sucking up for another western union transaction..

• d 1st person i run to if have problems mostly about heart issues.. cheesy man pro she's the friend who can really listen and understand u.. and most of the time that's just what i need..


• my best ever movie buddy!!! can't forget when we watched "a walk to remember".. we're like crybabies.. haha..

• sadly i can't see her as often as i want because she now lives with her family at canada..


• am so missing u na partner!!!! uwi ka na..


• and today is her 22nd bday!!! happy bday. u know that i won't forget right.. mmwaaahh.. luv u!!..

treehouse fit for posh

that weird-looking, egg-shaped, eco-friendly(?) tree tent costs $50,000.00. and it's one of the fantasy gifts that uber high-end department store neiman marcus offer for the holidays. which basically translates to "i-want-that-for-my-children-who-should-grow-up-in-luxury-because-i'm-a-socialite-hollywood-persona". victoria beckham may have said that because she's rumored to purchased that for her 3 sons.

according to a magazine victoria was spotted buying the 9ft treetent which features a hardwood floor, a mattress that can sleep 2 adults or up to 4 children and even has adjustable planetary landing steps. but they actually forgot to mention that this also has a bowling lane, a a revolving closet and a memorabilia of spice girls flatform shoes.. $50gran for a tree tent?? social but stupid!!

disappointing (?)

Will Devaughn, a model and now a housemate of PBB, is said to have a nude video. Heresy said that on the video he was being "blown away" by an unknown sexy starlet. At one point, it's so disappointing not because he immortalized the scenario in a video clip but because he did it with someone who might have nothing between her ears. You know the typical sexy starlet who enjoys 15-minute or less fame in showbiz. But the real question is... where the hell is that video??!! I wanna see it and play it in my head over and over again.. Ahaha..

(i can't believe i'm blogging about pinoy showbiz.. haha)

messy mary kate

Mary Kate Olsen

-- I can't imagine how hard it is for MK to maintain such an image which practically shouts "i'm-an-old-lady-who's-just-trying-too-hard".. She's not even pretty. The greasy hair, the make-up, the stripper shoes, the scrungy bag and the diaper dress.. Haayy.. Why can't they make a high-end fashion work??

nosebleeding..

hooray!!! well am not celebrating because am having had nosebleeds recently but because we have e-net connection again here at home.. we terminated our contract with smart bro and got a globe.. dahil sa globe posible.. haha.. i can update my blogsite as much as i want and if i still have the stamina to do so on everyday basis because again am working at a graveyard shift..

nosebleed!!! because we're still in the client specific training, that's what we, well, i for myself, feel every now and then. i can still remember that information overload is the one thing that you can expect if you'rn a training for an account at any call center. that's what i also experienced back in ibm daksh. and here at peoplesupport things are no different. it's just a good thing that our trainor is friendly and he always extends our breaks which gives us more time to pollute our lungs while we're taking a cig in the company's "lung center".. haha..

and this is my world again.. i wanted to have another but then again maybe am short of being brave to explore a different place.. i just hope that more than anything else, this time i would have the will to stay in the business and work my way up in the industry's ladder..

confused but not dazed and so many things..

it's been a while since my last post.. am so sorry.. smart bro wasn't as reliable as much as i hoped for.. but eniweiz a lot of things happenned since my last entry.. you can read that i was melodramatic the last time..

but before that, me and my friends watched beyonce at the fort.. the ticket was a complimentary from my good friend from high school christine.. and no, we were not at the general admission! social! haha.. beyonce was such a phenomena! she delivered and went beyond everybody's expectation.. sad because we were unable to catch the first few songs that she sang because we're late.. there was a heavy traffic around the fort.. finding a parking spot was such a challenge.. and running to the entrance was exhausting.. but it was all worth it.. i love her! she's not only a singer but a total performer..

after the concert, we went to eat at kfc buendia cor. pasong tamo at the caltex station.. we we're still in a hyper mood because we're still reminiscing how great beyonce is.. but we received a terrible news.. my friend, kate, the twin sister of christine, wasn't able to passed the board exam to be an engineer.. she said there were 4000+ who took the exam and only 1247 passed.. she was devastated.. she was sobbing and wasn't able to eat her food..

but the roller coaster ride of that night didn't end there, because as tita connie, mom of christine and kate, was about to eat her spaghetti, we were shocked to find a big dead cockroach!!! yuuuck! i suddenly lost my appetite.. we did what a frustrated and angry customer would do.. we made a scene in that store! asking for an apology, a refund for everything that we bought and an incident report.. the manager was startled.. he didn't know what to do.. they gave us everything we demanded for except for the incident report.. we actually took pictures of the spaghetti with the cockroach.. it was on christine's cell.. as soon as i get the copy of it.. i will devote a new post everyhting about our kfc experince..

but back to me dreading november 10...

yes.. it did happen. he got married.. i was even the emcee of their wedding's reception.. i think i did good.. i was able to come through it without any tear falling down on my cheeks.. it was so surreal, like i was having an outer body experience.. i can't believe that it was actually happenning.. that i am keeping a smiling face all throughout the wedding, the reception and the party in their house.. he was every bit of what a groom should be.. as much as i want to, i can't be his bride.. maybe in another lifetime.. haha.. but really, i'm happy for them.. bitter but still living.. soon, i can get over him like i got over to the many of them before..

am not hurting severely anymore.. maybe because flirting helps the heart heals.. you may disagree with me but it keeps me busy and it also give a smile to my face.. it's my way of diverting my attention from one love to another prospect.. haha.. but i'm not on a mission.. i just flirt a lot.. but at the end of the day, it's still him, my "somebody"..

and lastly, i can look forward to the end of the month.. bum no more! i'm a part of peoplesupport now.. and my wallet which has been in a drought for so long will be able to taste thousands again!.. haha.. at last i can pay my credit card bills.. and not only that, i'll be getting my backpay from ibm daksh!! am so rich this end of november!!! haha..

so many things.. so lot to say.. am so confused..

I want to Skip November 10

No, I do not have an exam on that day.. it was long ago that I was once a student.

It's also not the day that the world will see a naked picture of me.. if i have one.

My credit card bills aren't due on that day either.

And definitely that's not the day when Mariah will drop her latest album.

But that's the day when somebody, my somebody, will say... I DO.

I'm having a hard time coping with the situation.

Seeing him and acting like everything's ok.

I'm awake and not floating in a fantasy world.

My heart bleeds.

I fake smiles and laughters.

Sorrow is translucent behind my eyes.

Fighting back tears.

Maybe what we have was no more than a tease.

Just an ilussion.

But backed up by his proofs of love.

I'm invited to his special ocassion.

What am I to do?

I dread to hear him say those words.

Because I will never be the one to answer that.

He can never put that ring in my finger.

This is reality.

Heartbreakingly. It's a fact.

I'll put on a brave face.

But he knows it'll be just an act.

I might cry. I might sob.

I just want to skip November 10.

For it not to happen.

But am no psycho.

I'm not selfish.

I want him to be happy.

I wish them well.

my golden mom...

tomorrow, october 20, would be my mom's 50th birthday. one of the many things i'm proud of is she doesn't loook her age! she's so pretty and still is sexy. i even thank her for passing her bootylicious genes to me.. hehe.. i have so many plans. i want her to have everything and more that she can possibly think of. i want to put up a great party for her, have some fireworks which we did when my father turned 50 last august 4.

though we do not always go hand in hand, like any other relationships, ours is not perfect. we do have miscommunications, gaps and petty fights. but that really does not undermine how much i love my mom. am sorry for all of the things i said and did that hurt you. i may not be the perfect son that you may have pictured back when i was still in your womb. but you made me feel that i'm your son, i'm special, i'm loved and i have your trust and belief. you believe in me more than i believe in myself. thank you for everything. i love you and happy birthday.

Get Ready for B!

The culprit in making bootylicious appear in a dictionary, Beyonce Knowles is heading to Manila!

Beyonce, a ten-time Grammy winning artist will stage her first ever Philippine concert on November 7 at The Fort Open Field. Billed as Beyonce Experience will have tickets ranging from P5,665 to a very reasonable P618. In less than a month’s time, the Bonifacio Global City will again be steaming hot with the sexy sight and sounds of this Hollywood music superstar.

-- Am so excited.. When Christina Aguilera was here, me and my friends were talking that if Beyonce will perform here we should also watch it. And now that it's set to happen, definitely we'll be one of the many screaming fans witnessing how talented girlfriend is. Can't wait!

Marimar is now a Mommy

Viva! go out to singer Thalia and her husband, Tommy Mottola, who welcomed a baby girl, Sabrina Sakae, on Sunday, October 7. Thalía who was born Ariadna Thalía Sodi Miranda and her husband, Tommy Mottola, the former chairman and CEO of Sony Music Entertainment welcomed their first child in New York who weighed 8 pounds. 4 ounces. The first name means “princess” in English, and the second means “prosperity” in Japanese.

-- Time really flies. Seems like she was here yesterday singing Nandito Ako and everybody is going gaga over Marimar, Maria la del Barrio, Rosalinda, etc. She's like an honorary Filipina. She's famous all over the world and the Philippines is not an exception. Her star power comes not only from her beauty, acting or singing prowess but also from her figure. There's no doubt that she can have her gorgeous body back in no time. She's insanely sexy. And I envy her waistline!

Dirty (Prince) Harry

The latest scandal that rocks the Windsor family involves their very own, the rumored alcoholic Prince Harry appearing in a compromising video and some pictures. THESE are the shocking pictures that show Prince Harry inhaling vodka through his nose in a drinking game medical experts warn could KILL.

In the video, pals cheer loudly as Harry slugs a bottle cap of vodka, swills it around his mouth, spits it back into the cap and then snorts it up his nose. After a while, Harry—a 2nd Lieutenant in the Blue and Royals —closes his eyes and shakes his head as the alcohol, shooting straight into his bloodstream, takes effect. Experts on drink abuse have warned that the game is potentially deadly. But the "fun" doesn't stop there. He was also pictured licking other guy's nipple while spending a vacation in Namibia! Licky Licky!

-- It may be fun to some but what I really think is that this tabloid-perfect scenario is disturbing. Everything seems to be wrong. Though for 5 seconds, my dirty mind was on because of the nipple-licking thing. But really, I think it's stupid that they let these moments be captured by a cam. I mean, if they can't help to do that, let it not be immortalize thru a camera. Knowing that this would give another wrinkle to Lizzie II, balding Charles, cute William and the rest of the royals. Also, it's so disappointing to see the child of the most beloved Princess doing such horrid thing. I just wish that he soon straighten up his act and not be such a waste. Aargh, it breaks my heart!

Fashionista or a Hollywood Wreck in the Making??

Vanessa Hudgens

-- She's a glamazon in training!! She does have nude photos scattered all over the net but that doesn't eradicate the truth that gurl got some style.. if she's wearing any clothes! She was once quoted that it's easy to stay away from the drama and it's stupid. She easily forgets huh.. But she's gorgeous, talented, and half-Filipina. It's so forgiving.. How I wish Zac too have nude pics.. haha..

i need a HERO

i've been watching the tv series HEROES and i really love it. but i wasn't able to watch the first few episodes kaya ang ending nag heroes marathon aq sa internet.. go and check megavideo.com coz may compilation ng heroes dun.. sobrang nakaka-hook cia grabe! i usually take a bath at around 5-6pm.. pro dhil sa kakanood q eh.. 9.30pm na q nkaligo.. late tuloy sa pagtambay! hehe..

Me Likey

i didn't go anywhere! it's just that i am "busy" making tambay. and also rekindling the friendship i have with my old friends here na hindi ko nakikita nung nagtatrabaho pa ko. i have just completed my clearance from ibm and i can actually look for a job now without any hassle. but as usual.. tinatamad ako.

the past couple of days was very intoxicating! and it's because there's like an occasion every other day. kung sino sino ang nagbi-birthday. and you know that together with the happennings is the usual inuman session ng barkada. of course sa mga inuman, present ang mga boylets..

so basically, the reason why i haven't written some posts here is because of the guys who give me another reason to find a dayshift job. because if i'll work at night again, then it would be next to impossible to make tambay and make landi na rin with them.. haha..

Sex and the City!!!

For a couple of months, a rumor that the much celebrated tv show Sex and the City will hit the big screen. But people were pesimistic if the whole gang will be back because of the rumor that before the show ended SJP and Kim Catty were fighting.

And now, it's official! They are currently filming the movie and they are more gorgeous than ever! It's been 3 and a half years since Sarah jessica Parker, Kristin Davis, Cynthia Nixon and Kim Cattrall walked on the streets of Manhattan as Carrie Bradshaw, Charlotte York, Miranda Hobbes and Samantha Jones and doing what they do best. Being flirty and donning glam outfits and Manolo Blahniks while doing so.

This is a pic taken from the set. And among all them, I totally adore SJP's outfit. I can't wait to watch the movie!

Nostalgic Encounter and So Much More..

September 19.. It's the date that no matter what happens I will never ever forget because it simply is associated with a VERY VERY special person in my life. It was his birthday. But since he doesn't live around the block anymore, I never thought that I would be able to see him.

I was with my cousin smoking a marlboro lights (there's no marlboro menthol available) when I saw him walking and wearing a yellow shirt and maong shorts. Damn! He didn't change a bit. He still is drool-worthy! It's short of being an odd incident that in just a snap we returned to the usual conversation that we used to have. It was his birthday so being a manginginom that we are of course the emperador and red horse are overflowing.

We packed up a couple of minutes after 5am.. He then said that I should take things slow and gave a pretty good advice while holding my hands and gave me a very comforting and long hugs that you know I really loved! You see he said that he's been hearing stuffs which I did and he's not happy to say the least. We parted ways with him saying that he's concerned about me and should follow his advice for the sake of our "great past". Haaayyy..

Bandage Madness

Herve Leger introduced the ‘bandage’ dress to the fashion world; this style of dress celebrates the female form by smoothing and shaping the female silhouette to create a glamorous and seductive look. The Leger label was at his best in the 1980’s, however fall 2007 sees the return of the label and I can’t wait to see his new collection! Leger definitely designs for the more confident woman who loves her curves and is not afraid of flaunting them. They now go as Herve Leroux.

It may actually be Kim Kardashian (you know the girl on the sex video with Brandy's little brother) who re-ignited this latest frenzy.

Lindsay Lohan, Megan Fox, Victoria Beckham, Rihanna, Kelly Rowland, Vivica A. Fox, Mariah Carey, Nicole Richie, Kate Bosworth, Beyonce, Catherine Zeta Jones and Jessica Biel have joined what is now known as the "Herve Leger Hoopla."

-- If I'm a socialite living in Hollywood with curves that even surpasses Ms. Monroe then I would wear this dress to show to everybody that I have curves and I'm proud of it.. But then again, I'm not. So why bother..

Seasons of Love from Rent

-- I just love this song.. The movie is very good too.. I dream to watch this on broadway..

Back is Beautiful

-- These are some of the pics of uber hottie soccer player Cristiano Ronaldo of Manchester United during his vacay at his mother land Portugal. Too bad there are no pics showing his front side.. Still it's so hot that I need to post it after all..

UP Pep Squad is the Champion!

The University of the Philippines (UP) Pep Squad blast its way to the top. Winning the 2007 UAAP cheerdance competition held at the Araneta Coliseum and ending the 5-year reign of University of Santo Tomas (UST) Salinggawi Dance Troupe.

The UP Pep Squad for the past 5 years had to settle for 2nd if not 3rd place while UST Salinggawi Dance Troupe dominated and was always hailed as the champion. But not this time, a difference of 0.5 was the only thing that UP needed to clinch the championship which they last acquired back in 2001. Needless to say, the competition was so tough. Everybody was giving their best.

The University of the Philippines (UP) Pep Squad bagged the championship with a score of 92.66, University of Santo Tomas (UST) Salinggawi Dance Troupe was second with 92.16, and Far Eastern University (FEU) Pep Squad grabbed the third place with a score of 91.66. The Ateneo de Manila University (ADMU) Blue Bubble Battalion finished fourth, Adamson University (AdU) Pep Squad fifth, University of the East (UE) Pep Squad sixth, De La Salle University (DLSU) Pep Squad seventh and the National University (NU) Pep Squad eighth.

Becks Made Me Remember

David Beckham did some serious hot photos for Motorola. Clearly, Motorola knows how to sell their product. But I don't know if I want to buy another Razr because the last time that I did, it was stolen.. So maybe I'll just settle for making the pics as my screen saver..!

Cruz + Mango

Penelope and her sister Monica Cruz designed a 25 piece collection with Spanish fashion retailer Mango and wore their creations to be the models as well. The collection is due to launch in-store on 16th September.

In Spain they officially launched the exclusive collection which will consists of a mix of red-carpet-inspired evening wear, jeans, knits and daywear based on their own fashion preferences. It all sounds very exciting especially the red-carpet-inspired evening wear.

About the range Penelope said, "This is something we’ve wanted to do for a long time. We just had to find the right people to do it with. We’ve always loved clothes – we used to hide in the bathroom with fashion magazines and say, ‘I want that one."

-- Am a huge mango fan.. And was quite stunned that the Cruz sisters are into fashion design. It seemed like they did some justice in the fashion line. They're so gorgeous!

Goboy! Go Girl!!!

Laze Anne Goboy

• a good friend from college, we fondly call her lilibeth! haha..
• a cheerleader and a singer who loves to "party"!
• currently working at call churva and all at alabang. miss you gurl..

-- TODAY IS HER BIRTHDAY! you're getting older bitch! luv yah! mwah..